NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

A year that was 2005, now we have entered in a new year, with lots of energy, hopes & wishes.
It is important for every one to Start new year with a resolution, which may contain long term & short term goals. Because GOD has given us a new year to be a better human being & to make this world a much eaier & comfortable place to live.
Though every one thinks about making a New year resolution but seldom do it formally. It is important to write it one a piece of paper, neatly. Using Short Sentences, starting with " I Will".
Stick it to a place where you think you would catch sight of it daily. Take a look at it daily & try to muster up the same energy in your mind that u had while u were writing that. Try to feel the same passion & think accordingly. HOpe this new year brings extreme joy & pleasure to every one. May we all have a wonder full year ahead!

wts the plan??

and i wonder do we have a contigency plan for natural desastors.
We are ready to send army men on borders in hour of need, but cant we produce those experts in earth quake manegment..
iw ould write something more after doing a little research..!
but surely is a matter we need to think about!!!!

The Blast!

well on hassan and atif's request here is a b'day post too...'


september 26 was the gr8 day, when i was born. I Guess the time was 10:15 (i dont exactly remember, but mum told me :D). The gr8 venue was "Gangaa Raam Hospital" [:D]

WEll that was the historical background of the day, but now after 20 years, things are quiet different now, I celebrated my Bday with my frnds and family.

On 25th my old school and college frnds came to my home for the party, sehar, sumbal, sumera, Khadija, i invited farry but she coudnt come. We had a great time, With chinesse food, My sis and mum cooked it!

at night, i mean mid-night, i recieved calls and messages by frnds and family, Irfan, called me up, agha & Maham, also did.

i recieved wishes from atif, sehar, Junaid, My cousin Fatima....it was a pleasure reciving all those wishes!!!

on 26th the day was not very much changed except for a few things, i woke up late, at 10(usually i wake up at 7 to 8).

On my way to university i gathered the party stuff, at university we had a great time, with cake, pizza's, roll's, pepsi' patties' it was fun, above all the expression of happiness and togetherness by all the frnds is the most exciting Part!!!!!

heey yeaah there was a gift session, the part which i just love.....[:D]

i recieved so many pic frames, jewellary, candles, jewellary box, and yes frndship band by maham!

mAHAm gave me a hand made card which was awsome, a very true reflection of her creative mind!!! Everyone loved it and the handmade frndship band is a thing not to be forgotton!

the day passed on i recieved lots of wishes on orkut, and lots of gift in person, well some gift are still due, and yes i am not gonna leave those creditors..!!!!

hope i on all my coming b'days i remain this happy & be with my frnds and Family!!!

Faultfull!

And life is so not good these days...or i should say life is good but may be i am making a wrong use of it. I Am expecting alot from others but may be not delivering the same amount as i am expecting.

I dont understand why people put me into such tough decision making processes?
they expect me to be perfect? but i am still a human being....i do have a heart which breaks..i do have feelings,


and yes it hurts, but what if i hurt someone?
but what if i am in a situation, when i have 2 loved ones on the ends, if i hurt 1 the other one will be happy and if I hurt the other one first one will be happy? But what about me?
i love both of them? and of u ask me to prioratize both of them, Its just so not Happening?

Can u prioratize ur Life and Ur Soul?

its a hard Question!!! pretty hard one.....so hard that it has broken me down into so many pieces...

There is not much charm left for me, in Life, I am laughing because...there is nothing else i can do..U think i am having fun? but i dont think so its fun,
You have fun with people u love, being with people U r supposed to be with, is not fun..!

i dont know..
Life has given me so much, but may be its me who couldnot use it the way it is supposed to be used or passed!

anyways, what so ever it is....i am just going with the flow now..!

i hope this doesnot hurt anyone..me being neutral, is something really had to do, but i am trying do wish me good luck!

Not that much abstraction

So the New semester has started. I am enjoying the very first free class of my 7th Semester. Life has not really changed, but i still need to learn a few things.

To me Studying at this Level is not about memorizing books, indeed it is about,

"Putting the Things at the Right place"

Understanding and development of Confidence, Attitude. More of a Character building thing.
Your Presentation Style is polished in the institute.

Well, i am not saying to dont have to study, u have to, but I would call it more of A Sharpening tool for the Brain, studying makes ur brain sharp, quick, helps in quick retrieval, recall.....

well thats not all what i think about being enrolled in a Business Institute, there is lot much to say, hope to find some more exact words to put my ideas in here!!!!

did i?

did i waste 30 minutes on writing the previous blog?????
no seriously....was there a single bif usefull information in that




hey...this is not a new journal where only important news are gona be put up
this is my blog....
and hey....maybe it not important for u...its important for me....coz....these are my true feelings..!

another....race starting!

at the big day...i came back home from .....and .....handed me over the TCS thing....
damn....i was so very much prepared to see those C and B and yes that very D grades.....
but.....
guess what there was not even a single c...there were 3 A'z and 2 B+'z...
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh...i did it i crossed the target which i set like 2 years ago.....i never realy tried hard for that......nor did i tried hard this time....i would just simply call it....TEACHER's Innocence...
there greatness............:D:D:D:D:D while i tried my best to score Ds and Bs and Cs....
with this result of mine....i have concluded something....that in this semester of mine...the teachers were good
and secondly.....may be....being awake all night is also hard work...that i did....but i didnt utalize the time to study....eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yukh....do u think i would get up all night to study those books those course books?
naaaaaaaaaaah...i woke up all of those nights....just to....
talk to my frnds.....on net....well i dun know .....y but i dun feel like studying during the whole semester...:D
chatting with frnds......is hell lot fun....
frnds? did i say frnds.....yaaa...sort of....
just like refilling the old charms.......
with pals....
so the happy days are about to over....coz we now have to dump ourselves back in to that,....routine....
wouuhhhh....
but i kinda like that....coz at least i dunt have to wash dishes at home, wont have to eeeeeee prpare lunch .......
and damn...i wont have to listen to this phrase..."come on do this....u are on vacations....what else did u do all day?
u got to do this.........."
thanx GOD, i like this working routine of mine.....
though i just sometimes feel like banging my head in the walls....not just becoz of the over burden....but becoz i want to make my self realize...that this is reall....i have assignments ....i have to work....
i have to move my self....go on...move this lazy a**
but stilll the motivation has never been enuff for me....infact there have had been no motivation at all.....
i just simply am not botheredd....
ohhhhh am i feeling less?
i dont have that feeling of exams....i use to have some silly stomch ache....that i always thought was this Exams phobia....but no gosh i was so wrong...that was just becoz i used to drink Tea...in the morning without eating anything
....
anyways....
abstraction is what u will again find...in this piece of writing as well....huh...so
i happy i will be at the uni again on monday...
life is gonna be....very......fast....well its is still fast when i am at home..!..
haaah....!

a little confused!!

What r frnds?
the damn question keeps coming to my mind....
and yes do i have a best frnd....i guess no...............& y is that so....
i dont know!